Euphoria.

You are special to me.

The one who I wouldn’t mind losing sleep for

The one who I never get tired of talking to

The one who crosses my mind constantly throughout the day

The one who can make me smile without trying

Bring my mood down without the intention to

And affect my emotions with every action of yours

I remember when you meant nothing to me

I wasn’t aware of your existence,

It’s bizarre how a person could mean nothing to you

But in a matter of hours, days, weeks, or months mean a lot to you

Even if they make your heart drown in a sea of regret

And leave hurricane of bittersweet memories behind

I’m jealous of people who get to see you everyday

You make me laugh

You make me smile

You smart

You different

You’re sometimes awkward & a little crazy

But that’s why I feel this way about you

Always remember these things;

I’m here

I’ll wait

You’re worth every mile between us.

When you find someone that can make you laugh

Smile, grow, Lust, Want, Crave, Feel

Make you mad but happy

Keep That.

That’s Euphoria.

You are not mine,

But sometimes

I pretend that

You wish you were

I create this idea

That you secretly

Want me

And I often forget

It’s just something

I’ve made up

You do not want me,

And you are not mine

I guess I turned out liking you a lot than originally planned

I wish you were still just a human to me,

I don’t want to look at you and see poetry.

i wonder if anybody’s actually had feelings for me,

 like actually got upset or mad over little things i did

and got jealous and confused over me

and thought about me on a regular basis.

 i feel like i’m the only person that ever really cares about anyone

and that nobody’s ever felt that way for me.

You taught me how to feel butterflies over and over again

So many words I could use,

Yet none seem to be able to describe exactly how I feel about you.

It only takes a second to show someone how you feel about them,

The police call it indecent exposure, but whatever.