I remember how you loved me. I remember how I was the center of your universe. I remember how you made me feel, like I was the best that could ever be. But I pushed you away. I took you for granted, I thought you’d never leave; because how could you love me so immensely and then just stop? it didn’t make sense then that I could completely demolish someone’s love, until I did.
I never meant for this to happen, I never wanted to push you away. but I misused the love you gave me. I fed my ego with it. I selfishly filled every void within me with your love, and it was never enough. You were every void and every piece of me. You were everything and everyone. But I never realized that until you left. I took from you without thinking about you.
I was selfish and I was ignorant to you and your feelings.
I’d give anything to take that back.
I sincerely apologize to you.
I’m sorry for putting you second when you should’ve been first.
I’m sorry for making you wait all those months for me, when I could’ve simply not.
I’m sorry if I ever made you doubt your love to me, because you couldn’t have loved me any better.
I’m sorry I pushed you away, because now I’d give anything just to have you back.
I’m sorry I was ungrateful of you, but you are the best thing that has ever happened to me.
I’m sorry for not appreciating all that you’ve done.
I’m sorry if I ever made you feel like a burden.
I’m sorry I took you for granted, when I should’ve given you the world instead.
But most of all, I’m sorry I couldn’t love you the way you loved me before now.
If things could change, If you could let me love you, I’ll never let you go. I’ll never break your heart, I’ll give you all I have, and I’ll love you with all my heart, unconditionally.
Looking back on our past together, I often wonder how you were ever so patient with me. I never realized just how lucky I was to have you in my life, until I tried to imagine life without you.
As I sit here, I want to say how sorry I am for taking your love for granted. When I think about how many times I might have lost you, it brings tears to my eyes.
Your love is so unconditional and pure, like the beautiful person you are. You’ve always accepted me as who I am, making sacrifices for me and ever giving of yourself. When I think about the love you’ve given to me, it overwhelms me. No matter what it takes, I promise you, I will spend till the end of all time loving you the way you deserve. I love you so deeply and I never want to take the chance of losing you again.
