How do you ask for help when you don’t feel worthy of it?
How do you tell someone you’re hurting when you don’t want to be a bother to them?
How do you let someone in when they shut you out?
How can you try and be noticed when people make you invisible?
How do you win when your opponent cheats?
He creeps up on you and pulls you down.
No warning. No nothing.
Everything seems fine, like you’ve finally gotten the lead then all of a sudden you’re spun out and three laps behind.
How do you cure something when you don’t even know what that something is?
It makes you feel so alone.
Like you’re stranded on a desert island.
When you finally see food, water, people, things that make you happy, it is ripped away from you.
All you want is that helping hand.
Someone to lift you up, give you a hug, a kiss, show they care.
All you want is for them to never go away. But that voice in your head keeps telling you that you are not worthy of them, that you never will be.
You push people away when the thing you want most is to hold them close.
And what hurts the most? No one seems to understand.
If you want something, just ask.
If you need someone, just tell them.
If you love someone, just let them know.
It all seems so simple, and it is.
But why is it so hard.
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