Tuesday, 16 March 2021

I just want to be left alone.

 

My real ideal life would be having my own apartment. All by myself. Nobody to live with, to have to compromise with, to have an opinion on everything I do. No one I’m forced to talk to if I’m not in the mood. No one I’m forced to hide my feelings for the sake of theirs.

No family gatherings I’m obligated to go to. No one who keeps asking me why I haven’t done x,y, and z. No stupid group dynamics/catty politics. Nothing.

I still want to be in contact with the people I love and all. I’m just tired of playing people’s stupid games and putting everyone else’s needs before mine. I’m really burned out emotionally. I feel cornered and trapped all the time. I can’t breathe.

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