My real ideal life would be having my own apartment. All by
myself. Nobody to live with, to have to compromise with, to have an opinion on
everything I do. No one I’m forced to talk to if I’m not in the mood. No one
I’m forced to hide my feelings for the sake of theirs.
No family gatherings I’m obligated to go to. No one who keeps
asking me why I haven’t done x,y, and z. No stupid group dynamics/catty
politics. Nothing.
I still want to be in contact with the people I love and all.
I’m just tired of playing people’s stupid games and putting everyone else’s needs
before mine. I’m really burned out emotionally. I feel cornered and trapped all
the time. I can’t breathe.
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