Life Is A Slow Death (God Please Help Me)

 I can't take it,

I'm only asking,

Please Lord help me,

I'm tired of relapsing,

Over and over,

My veins are collapsing,

I know you hear me,

I'm sorry for babbling,

I don't understand,

Why this keeps happening,

I'm covering the pain,

It's so everlasting,

The hurt burns deep,

It never stops dragging,

Life is a slow death,

It's truly a sad thing,

My hands are cold,

My heart is blackening,

I miss my love,

I know it's a bad thing,

It won't go away,

An eternal damning,

Save me please God,

It was a misunderstanding,

So whenever you can,

This will be the last thing.