"I went out with friends today. Forgot about her for a little bit, laughed with my friends, played games and had dinner.
I went home. Then cried. No matter how much I've changed for the better, I still keep wanting her to be part of that. It's annoying how I'm fine for one moment then it all comes crashing.
It'll feel like I'm having such a great time finally and as soon as I am introspective at all I feel like "yeah that was fun, but it would've been so much moreso with her".
Tonight I was feeling more like, "I can't wait to tell her what happened" only for me to cry because she's not in my life anymore."
I live it daily.
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